KITE & BUFFET

I will shall update this post sOOn ~

MY GOAL 目标

CNY is coming soon.. I gonna to think of the script for CNY video which I made a promise for myself.. I am not gonna to break it!

Goals:

1) Tan skin

2) Standard chest figure + big size bicep

3) CNY video

Will I able to achieve those goals within 3 weeks before CNY?
God tells me if I believe in myself, then I gonna can achieve my goals! Thanks god!

BUSY ~

These following 2 weeks will be my damn busier.. For schooling, I was really too lazy to get up for school last few days.. I, Jackson, must buck up and attend school lesson frequently without FAIL! From next week onwards! Hmm let me state my schedule here:

*schedule change has been made on 26/01/2010

25 Jan - working @ ION (12pm-10pm)

26 Jan - school (8am-2.30pm), working @ ION (6pm-10pm) change to gym (4pm-6.30pm)

27 Jan - swim + sunburn (9am-11am), school (12pm-2pm), gym (3pm-5pm), working @ ION (6pm-10pm)

28 Jan - school (8am-4pm), working @ ION (6pm-10pm)

29 Jan - school (9am-11am), gym (1pm-4pm) change to swim + sunburn (12pm-2pm), working @ great world city (6pm-10pm)

30 Jan - REST DAY (outing with clique)

31 Jan - working @ great world city (12pm-10pm)

Next month 1st week of schedule will be out soon ~

B'DAY CELEBRATION 2

LOL! B'day again! It was my godfather's birthday 2 days ago.. I treated him eat at SWENSEN, ION orchard.. He ordered one lamb chop with hot cappuccino while I ordered beef baked rice with label 'NEW' with ice cappuccino.. Haha.. But but in the end the bill came up with $46 including 17% charges! Jialat! 17% leh.. The charges are increasing alot year by year.. OMG! After that, we went to catch a movie 'AVATAR' at Lido, shaw house.. It was a last minute decision and luckily the show was just started not long and never missed some parts.. After that, we went shopping at far east plaza and I bought a glasses for CNY wear.. LOL! Later soon, we went to bedok by MRT and had our dinner at hawker center then follow by eating durian at park while chatting.. What a happy moment that I had enjoyed with him.. Hehe.. Hope he too.. Let's pictures do the talk =)

B'DAY CELEBRATION 1

Time: 3pm

Venue: Katong shopping centre

Occasion: Birthday

People: Katherine

            Siew lian

            Eleen

            Yvonne

            Michelle

            Wen Yong

            Yu Jia

            2 Benjamin

My 7 friends and I gonna to celebrate our friend, jolin's birthday at katong, teo heng ktv.. We enjoyed ourselves singing at there from 3pm till 6.30pm then finally her birthday cake was ready and we sang birthday song.. 5 girls behind me sang while I was in front of them holding a cake walking towards jolin.. I believe she felt touched as I could see her tear was almost coming out.. Hahaha.. Let the pictures tell everything.. Hehe

SHOOTING VIDEO - CHINESE NEW YEAR?

I am thinking of shooting a video film for coming chinese new year.. Hmm need few people to act in the film.. I gonna go and think of the script and plan for the video this week onwards.. Hmm I think it will be the comedy gene.. Cheers! Hope I can success to fulfill my wish..

REALISED

Zzz! I realized I exceed my spending limit this month after went through my expenditure record.. I think I gonna to stop this happening again.. No wonder people say when we have alot of money, we never realize our money is actually gone.. Haha that's sound true man.. But luckily I still have some enough saving thanks to my jobs..

BAD NEWS?

Thanks my working colleague for accompanying me to go for health checkup at CGH last saturday morning after settled issue at tampines polyclinic.. So sweet of her to come down from bukit batok to simei just to accompany me.. After that, we went for work together at ion orchard.. Heaven, will I be fine? If even I take care well of my health from now onwards? Hope nothing goes bad for me.. (pray)

BUSY

Last few days busy for my blogger due to working.. Now I am back to update my recent posts..

WORRY

Yesterday morning, I received a call from polyclinic.. I was told that my liver report was out but the doctor would like to see me so I thought my report might not be good result.. Thinking back, if I am to die, I must die with no regret in my life.. I have many things to fulfill so I can't just die with unfulfilled wishes.. I have already told her about my report but she seemed like not caring for me le T_T Wow the time is 2.42 am now.. Alright I gonna sleep now as I need to wake up at 7am to visit doctor for my report..

LAST MOMENT

yesterday before I went to orchard for gym, I went to OG albert to pass a gift specially made for her but I 

didn't have courage to give it to her in person as she was working.. Luckily I have a friend to help me.. 

well.. I was thinking this would be the last moment that I would be seeing her before I left there.. 

I believe if I were to work there again without her around, I will miss those days when we 

haven't known each other yet last year.. If even she is still working, everything won't patch up anyway

because she is already attached now......... Since she learnt to let go, I will do so.. 

CALIFORNIA FITNESS

Now the time is 2.20am.. Yesterday, 7.30pm, I went to california fitness at orchard opposite cineleisure.. This was my first time visit.. It was cool and have many well-equipments for whole body train.. Including sessions such as yoga, muaythai kick boxing, thai boxing and many more.. And there also have personal trainers to train your body.. So cool.. My workout ended at 9pm then I met my clique outside california fitness as they were waiting for me.. Edwin and Jia wei were there but I didn't know them.. I just talked nonsense around with kat to make the talk interesting -_-! Haha ~ After that, we went to eat roti prata before I went home at 11.30pm by MRT train..

DISAPPOINTED

I was very very disappointed with some people who have no respect for promise let alone date.. I detest those who say but never keep promise.. If a person who has no respect for promise or date, then I will have no respect for this kind such of person.. Why must people make things so complicated? I can't really understand.. Can't everything be simple and easy so that we don't have to feel so stressed over these problems? I must say no matter what is PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE KEPT BUT NOT BROKEN! If you are the one of them, better go and think about it if not, no one will respect you especially me!

END

Our relationship was supposed to be okay but you just gave a excuse to disappoint me and my heart so I have nothing to comment about it.. To me, I feel you are such a complicated girl so it's pointless for me to understand you ever more so much.. Ending this relationship is the best choice I should make so we don't have to suffer further because of each other.. I already know if you keep go on like this, nothing will do good for both of us.. Even if I have done something wrong, you don't even tell me what's wrong but I swear I don't think I have done anything wrong towards you as my conscience is cleared.. Actually I already know something must be not right last few days but I have learnt to accept the fate since that horoscope was true enough to predict our relationship.. Anyway I hope your lifetime will always better than ever so I wish you all the best.. Be happy always =) I never expect yesterday was not my good day..

1) My finger was kena cut by sharp blade and was bleeding non stop

2) My colleagues and I kena scold by manager

3) Your words end everything

Well.. It's okay.. I am still strong enough to survive in this world and mature enough to think what I want.. I only know if it's not belonged to me no matter how hard I do, it won't belong to me anyway.. I only know I hope you were really happy when you were with me.. Yesterday I drank few tiger beers with my colleague and fucking drunk easily -_-! Hmm from now onwards my life will be the better day for me! May god bless my health cos still worry.. Thanks god man! My life is refreshed in 2010!

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Should I stop or continue? I have been thinking hard.. I am thinking if next two days there is no progress, I think I will just stop anyway.. I'll just wait wait wait and see how the progress is on the next two days.. Between, I am still waiting for my liver report and hope everything is fine for me in 2010.. Nowadays I have been trying to sleep early although I always reach home late after work or outing.. May god bless me with good health and stable relationship with her!

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2

Oh shit.. I forgot to update last wednesday.. I had working at 11am and ended work at 7pm.. After that, I met my girl and her young sister to catch a movie 'Alvin and The Chipmunks 2' which started at 7.30pm.. At first, I thought they would meet me late but in the end they were waiting for me when I arrived the cinema where we had said to meet at there :P But again in the end we were late for movie for half an hour because of ME again -_-! Let me comment about it.. Hm it's quite interesting and comedy.. Some parts were quite funny.. I don't know which parts to start with.. You guys ought to go and watch it then you will know.. I sent them home before I went home by bus.. Hm when she was beside me, I wanna hold her hand till the movie ended lorr but I was thinking that she has not given me her hand yet so I felt that I couldn't just hold her hand anyhow.. HAHA! But soon I will do! Can I? c(:

Looking forward to it =)

THE TREASURE HUNTER

The day has finally come! Today I met my friend at bugis with my young sister as she wanna to tag along -_-! We catched a movie 'The Treasure Hunter' by Jay Chou.. Let me comment about it.. Hmm it's actually not really nice show.. Beginning is about fighting and so on then last part is about looking for the treasure in the lost city.. Ending part is like no ending lehh -_-! Overall, I gave 3 out of 5 stars.. After show, we went to eat at hawker center nearby OG albert.. After that, we went home by MRT..

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Do you know? Do you know? When I went to look for you today, you gave me that such BITCH face

when my friend was beside me.. I even gave him a fake smile and said you were busy

But in my heart, I felt fucking pain in my heart when you gave me a bitch face

It is not the first time already

But it's okay because I had already tried not to take it to heart just because of your bitch face

Like what I said before, I won't be like other guys easily scared by you

Because you have never seen the worst side from me yet!

But so what if I show out? Does it can help to maintain our relationship stable?

So I don't have to

In my heart, I am appreciated that you love my understanding, patience, giving-in and smile

But do you know what I had done towards you is what I tried to put 100% hard effort into it

to make your life wonderful each day

when you are with me

But sometimes when you are being rude to me, have you spared a thought for my feeling/pride?

For this, I am not sure.. In my mind, I only know one answer.. That's I just give in and never take it to heart

Because

I

adore

you

like

my

darling

anyway

THE END ~

I wanna watch! I plan to watch it with my friend on this friday! I have been looking forwards to this movie.. =)